The images that the audience is given early on in Othello help to create the ideas of the natures of the characters. It is an oft-quoted statement that everyone is at their most honest during a war for fear of imminent death. When a country is at war people are more forthright about their feelings and what they really think. After all, there is no way to be sure when someone will die, or whether or not they will ever again see the person to whom they are speaking. This can be seen in Act I when Othello is explaining how he and Desdemona came to be married. He told tales of war to her and wooed her with them. The danger drew her to him, and she acted on her feelings immediately, as one does in war.
The setting is also given, because Othello goes to Cyprus to fight the Turks in Act I. So the audience is immediately able to deduce that the characters are living in hard times. There are certain elements that remain the same throughout wars, such as death and pain. Tension is caused from this knowledge. In Act I, literal war is discussed between the Senators, Othello, and the Duke of Venice. That helps to lay the scene.
Characters are not completely explained by their war-time actions, because at the very beginning, there are only stories of war. However, Othello is heralded, and praised for his bravery and competence in battle; he is therefore a confident and competent man. Cassio is untried in war, which makes him not necessarily an innocent, but at least not as hardened to life as the men who have fought.
Monday, April 23, 2007
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
Hagar
1. FACT: The relative ease with which Hagar lives makes her different from both Reba and Pilate.
2. Hagar is the recognition of the loss that African-American women feel when, for whatever reason, their men leave them in the cycle of the “American experience.”
3. In the search for identity, an individual finds that their worth in their community is equivalent to the worth inside oneself. Hagar’s mission is to make a place of worth for herself within “her home”—Milkman.
4. “It was as though she held her breath and could not let it go until the energy and busyness culminated in a beauty that would dazzle him” (Morrison 313). “Hagar was energized by the details of her mission…. She could not get his love (and the possibility that he did not think of her at all was intolerable), so she settled for his fear” (Morrison 128).
5. Hagar's desperation to have Milkman love her turns her quest for love into an obsession with Milkman and also an obsession with being able to control him, and pushes her into madness.
6. Hagar is simple in that she only wants one thing in her life. Of course it is a basic element of plot to want something you cannot have, as she wants and cannot have Milkman. However, when I read the end of Hagar's part in the story, I wondered why Pilate didn't save her, because it seemed to me that she would have been able to.
2. Hagar is the recognition of the loss that African-American women feel when, for whatever reason, their men leave them in the cycle of the “American experience.”
3. In the search for identity, an individual finds that their worth in their community is equivalent to the worth inside oneself. Hagar’s mission is to make a place of worth for herself within “her home”—Milkman.
4. “It was as though she held her breath and could not let it go until the energy and busyness culminated in a beauty that would dazzle him” (Morrison 313). “Hagar was energized by the details of her mission…. She could not get his love (and the possibility that he did not think of her at all was intolerable), so she settled for his fear” (Morrison 128).
5. Hagar's desperation to have Milkman love her turns her quest for love into an obsession with Milkman and also an obsession with being able to control him, and pushes her into madness.
6. Hagar is simple in that she only wants one thing in her life. Of course it is a basic element of plot to want something you cannot have, as she wants and cannot have Milkman. However, when I read the end of Hagar's part in the story, I wondered why Pilate didn't save her, because it seemed to me that she would have been able to.
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
Let me count the ways.
I’ve never been good at love. I fall in love easily, but that’s not really love. Love is about intimacy with another person, about trust, about sharing that deep-rooted bond that can get you through almost anything. I guess what makes me so bad at love is that I don’t trust. I don’t really trust anyone, ever. It takes a lot of time and a lot of work for me to feel safe enough with someone to really give part of myself to them.
However, there have been the occasional people passing through my life that I trusted, that I forged those bonds with. Those are the people I think of when I think of love. Those who come to mind are my best friend for ten years, who I no longer speak to and don’t really know what to do without; and my current best friend, who it took almost losing for me to realize how much I actually love him. Those people I never questioned trusting. I never questioned loving. I don’t think I ever made the conscious decision to love either one of them. I just woke up one day and they were settled so deep within my heart, within me, really, that I can’t imagine that they won’t always be there. I know that people go their own way, that they die, that they move on and that relationships don’t always last the way that you think they will. I might know that better than anyone. However, I don’t think that there will ever be a time when I won’t smile when I think of these people, that they won’t be able to soften my anger or comfort me when I cry.
In the act of loving someone what you’re really doing is giving them pieces of you, tiny little chunks of information and of emotion that they can do what they will with. Hopefully you’ll give them to someone that cares about you in return, that will file them away and then give you theirs in return. You’ll never get those pieces back. There’s no ‘rewind’ in love, no ‘erase’ in life. This isn’t a rehearsal—this is the real thing. You have to make smart decisions and protect yourself from losing too much. You have to be careful not to love too much.
But then, is it possible to love too much? How much, really, is too much?
There’s no such thing as too much. You can love with everything you have, with mind, body, heart, and soul, and it still isn’t too much. The greatest gift you can ever give someone is to love them that much—so much that they’re the first thing you think of every morning, the last at night, they’re the one who you cry tears for (but not over) and the one that you want to take away from all the anxieties, the pain, the frustration of life. And the greatest thing you can ever get back from them is their unequivocal love in return.
It’s a complicated thing. There’s a lot of ins and out of love, a lot of useless agonizing and tears and frustration. There’s a lot of laughter, smiles, happy memories—and bad. There’s too much, really, for it to be such a small, common word.
“Those three words, they’re said too much. They’re not enough.”
I find that when in love, and knowing that I am loved, I’m a better person. I smile at nothing, and I’m tolerant of everyone, of everything. I can even sit in traffic on Clairemont for hours and not care. I’m just happier. Everything is just better.
What is it that I’m trying to say?
I love the idea of love. I love sappy romantic movies and cheesy songs. Could there ever be anything greater than the feeling you get when thinking of the person you’re in love with—that sudden, uplifting rush that seems to go straight from your heart to your head and then all over your entire body? The way you can’t help but smile when you think of their sweet smile, the way that they hold your hand?
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I guess my what comes to mind first when I think of love is my relationship with one of my best--actually, my very best friend. I never expected to be friends with this person. Not in like, an I would never be friends with him type of way, but more in that we were two different people in two completely different places in our lives when we met for the first time...and the second... and the third. I can't say that I ever thought we would really be friends. And, like I expected, we both drifted apart almost immediately after meeting. Somehow, though, years later, we met again, and we made it work.
My best friend is an amazing person. He’s the kindest person I’ve ever met. He genuinely wants the best for everyone, and he brings out the best in most people, even if they’re not aware he’s doing it. He’s got an honest heart, and he gives so much to the people he cares about. He might even give too much. He always knows the right thing to say about anything. I couldn’t even begin to match the insight he gives me, because that’s what they always are. Insights. They’re truths. He shows me exactly—in ways that I can actually get—the kind of person I am. And he accepts me, flaws and all. He forgives my mistakes. He is the best part of me, my favorite thing in the whole world. Without him, I wouldn’t be anything. I wouldn’t want to be.
We might not always be “best friends.” We might not always be the way we are. I mean, things could be different tomorrow between us. But I just cant imagine doing anything, going anywhere, making anything out of myself without him beside me, because if I were to lose him, it would feel like something was ripped out of me. Something vital to my life. My heart, maybe. Because that’s what he is—he’s absolutely vital to my existence.
And I would never have it any other way.
However, there have been the occasional people passing through my life that I trusted, that I forged those bonds with. Those are the people I think of when I think of love. Those who come to mind are my best friend for ten years, who I no longer speak to and don’t really know what to do without; and my current best friend, who it took almost losing for me to realize how much I actually love him. Those people I never questioned trusting. I never questioned loving. I don’t think I ever made the conscious decision to love either one of them. I just woke up one day and they were settled so deep within my heart, within me, really, that I can’t imagine that they won’t always be there. I know that people go their own way, that they die, that they move on and that relationships don’t always last the way that you think they will. I might know that better than anyone. However, I don’t think that there will ever be a time when I won’t smile when I think of these people, that they won’t be able to soften my anger or comfort me when I cry.
In the act of loving someone what you’re really doing is giving them pieces of you, tiny little chunks of information and of emotion that they can do what they will with. Hopefully you’ll give them to someone that cares about you in return, that will file them away and then give you theirs in return. You’ll never get those pieces back. There’s no ‘rewind’ in love, no ‘erase’ in life. This isn’t a rehearsal—this is the real thing. You have to make smart decisions and protect yourself from losing too much. You have to be careful not to love too much.
But then, is it possible to love too much? How much, really, is too much?
There’s no such thing as too much. You can love with everything you have, with mind, body, heart, and soul, and it still isn’t too much. The greatest gift you can ever give someone is to love them that much—so much that they’re the first thing you think of every morning, the last at night, they’re the one who you cry tears for (but not over) and the one that you want to take away from all the anxieties, the pain, the frustration of life. And the greatest thing you can ever get back from them is their unequivocal love in return.
It’s a complicated thing. There’s a lot of ins and out of love, a lot of useless agonizing and tears and frustration. There’s a lot of laughter, smiles, happy memories—and bad. There’s too much, really, for it to be such a small, common word.
“Those three words, they’re said too much. They’re not enough.”
I find that when in love, and knowing that I am loved, I’m a better person. I smile at nothing, and I’m tolerant of everyone, of everything. I can even sit in traffic on Clairemont for hours and not care. I’m just happier. Everything is just better.
What is it that I’m trying to say?
I love the idea of love. I love sappy romantic movies and cheesy songs. Could there ever be anything greater than the feeling you get when thinking of the person you’re in love with—that sudden, uplifting rush that seems to go straight from your heart to your head and then all over your entire body? The way you can’t help but smile when you think of their sweet smile, the way that they hold your hand?
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I guess my what comes to mind first when I think of love is my relationship with one of my best--actually, my very best friend. I never expected to be friends with this person. Not in like, an I would never be friends with him type of way, but more in that we were two different people in two completely different places in our lives when we met for the first time...and the second... and the third. I can't say that I ever thought we would really be friends. And, like I expected, we both drifted apart almost immediately after meeting. Somehow, though, years later, we met again, and we made it work.
My best friend is an amazing person. He’s the kindest person I’ve ever met. He genuinely wants the best for everyone, and he brings out the best in most people, even if they’re not aware he’s doing it. He’s got an honest heart, and he gives so much to the people he cares about. He might even give too much. He always knows the right thing to say about anything. I couldn’t even begin to match the insight he gives me, because that’s what they always are. Insights. They’re truths. He shows me exactly—in ways that I can actually get—the kind of person I am. And he accepts me, flaws and all. He forgives my mistakes. He is the best part of me, my favorite thing in the whole world. Without him, I wouldn’t be anything. I wouldn’t want to be.
We might not always be “best friends.” We might not always be the way we are. I mean, things could be different tomorrow between us. But I just cant imagine doing anything, going anywhere, making anything out of myself without him beside me, because if I were to lose him, it would feel like something was ripped out of me. Something vital to my life. My heart, maybe. Because that’s what he is—he’s absolutely vital to my existence.
And I would never have it any other way.
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
"I'd rather burn out than fade away." --Neil Young
Were someone to ask me if I would rather live my life out to the very end in a simple obscurity, or die very young but remain famous for thousands of years, I'd have to say that I would rather die young. It's not that I want glory... it's that I'm opposed to forgetting who I am. I think that a lot of people who live for eighty years lose a lot of themselves. Sure, they're wiser and know almost everything, but they have Alzheimer's and arthritis and fake teeth. The degeneration brought on by old age is unappealing and unappetizing. I don't want to look at my children and not know them. I don't want to go blind or deaf. I don't want to be one of those old people who you feel bad for and easily forget once they're out of sight. Of course, there's no guarantee that that is what will happen to me should I live to eighty or ninety. But still.
The Things I Carried.
1. A Million Little Pieces, by James Frey
2. a ring
My best friend gave it to me for my birthday. It reminds me of him, and at the same time it is a symbol of overcoming unconquerable obstacles, and that would inspire me.
3. The Tao, by Lao-Tze
4. a lighter
5. my sketchbook
6. sunscreen
7. Valium
8. my ankh
9. a poloroid camera (with film)
10. courage
to be continued...
2. a ring
My best friend gave it to me for my birthday. It reminds me of him, and at the same time it is a symbol of overcoming unconquerable obstacles, and that would inspire me.
3. The Tao, by Lao-Tze
4. a lighter
5. my sketchbook
6. sunscreen
7. Valium
8. my ankh
9. a poloroid camera (with film)
10. courage
to be continued...
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